The last time I actually drew was astoundingly too long ago. October was when the last time I created something from my own. My dragon painting on the wall. The photo's in my gallery.

Tomorrow's the one year anniversary when my stepdad died.

I've been too busy being lazy and not motivated. I'm beginning to not even like my gallery as much. I'm gonna end up taking down a lot of stuff, and hopefully begin uploading again.

I've been playing a MMO since April, sort of addicted, so I just do that. It requires no creativity/work.

Art lately seems to be a chore more than anything. Except photography. It's just a push of a button at the right moment.

But even then, too lazy to go out and do shoots or find places to shoot in.

I'm also sort of an organizational freak. Which is why I posted a journal of creating a new DA. New name, fresh gallery... and

I can't draw unless my environment is spotless clean, with the right music and setting.

So I'll just need to do a complete overhaul of generally everything, and once I get enrolled in school, then, THEN hopefully I'll start drawing again... I need to find my groove again.

Thank you for being so patient, those watchers that still decide to watch me. I'm not dead.